138. 138? I weighed myself atleast fifty times since then. 138?! Fuck this, I can’t handle this. Not weighing myself let me forget about the binges, lay off on excercise, but 138? I need to get serious again, this is fucking ridiculous. If I don’t lose forty pounds by August, I’m not going to school. I won’t be able to show my fucking face, they are just waiting to laugh at me.
Weighed myself last night for the first time in two months
